2012

long time din update my blog jor
dunknw whe to start @@ haha!

after spm,i tot i can have a big big holiday
can go anywhere shopping with my fren
go yc with my fren and ''吹水，吹牛''
or working but nt at my father shop
but
the truth is everyday i nid to go my father shop
working and everyday when i open my eye
我看到的不是屋顶，式车顶 :(
the shop is my father ,and he is my father
i cant find any reason to say 'no'
to him and 我也没得怨
bt nw i hope can have changes in my life
i want to change it,i want have a big big holiday pls
i dunwan hear any arguement anymore
can i ?i feel boring nw for everythg including my life
i just hope can faster start ny college life
i think i will more happy
不会容易暴躁，生气,脾气也好些

somebody go england jor
i miss him every much
我以为我们能一起
手牵手走更远的路
wont so fast say bye bye to each other
可惜就是要天意弄人
he tell me before one week
he didnt give me have any 心理准备
他即将离开我的事实
我们的分离不是因为我们不相爱
而是因为他要移民了
哭了很久，才决定要坚强
听他的，但谈何容易
hope he is good in there
everythg is okay there and have a happy life
只能祝福他能幸福快乐
十年后，不懂大家会怎样了:DD

now i have a nwe bf
of cause he treat me very good
and he care me very much
hope he is 对的人
不会是坏人 xD
hope he can give me a surprise on my birthday lo hehe

aiyo feel 可惜
cant go back chong hwa see my frenz
miss u all lerg <3
how many years
we din met each other
and if im din 转校
maybe we have more happy memory ba
sometime i reali thk if i din change school
我们会怎样呢 hehe
sometime i also 质疑
我的决定是对的还是错的
当年的离开是不是让我错失了一些东西呢
anywhere 这个还是个谜啊 xD

my story ends
and next month update again if im free ：DD

Take a Break

Just finish my trial :DD
OH MY GOD!
I DIED,my result........haix
worse than my last time
WAITING my mum to scold me :((
my 5A just fly away and say BYE BYE
what a sad case T.T
Hope my real spm can get a good result
PRAYING......:)
i also will do many revision to get my 5A hehe
MY Dear Friends,wish me also xD please......
i really need your support :DD
will you support me?

After school,we deicide go to cheong k
OH YEAH, My favourite thing xD
i sing until my voice become cacat jor
also cant stop and i just want to be continue
maybe i really need to relax,really need to 发泄
i really佩服myself
yesterday,i just sleep for half an hour and
when i cheong k,i dun feel any tired
just feel EXCITED haha!
Although study the whole night or have tips also useless
cause i din do well at all
SEE,i am so honest about it :DD
Dunknow why,this exam i dun have
enough time to finish mt paper
i really dunknow what the hell i am doing during the exam
I feel disappointed and angry to myself!!
but what can i do now
all is over =(

BUT anywhere i enjoy my Cheong K time
HEHE! and i wont let myself be not happy the whole day
cause i am Chan Kah Mun
the happy girl always xD
i wish i can back Chong Hwa
to see my dear freinds
miss them very much
MISS YOU ALLL!!xD
i wanna tell them a secret
i write our happy memories in my exam paper
HEHE!dunknw will u all like it

After cheong k
i quickly go to bath
cause i was too tired
TIRED!!
I slept at 8 o'clock
and wake up at the next day
8 am,i slept jor 12 hour
i also have my sushi as my dinner :DD
DELICIOUS....yami yami :)

Tonight,going to eat some delicious food
but i 4get is shabu shabu or shabu 1
but anywhere also a delicious food ya xD
EXCITED....i can hear the food is singing to me
I AM WAITING FOR YOU :)
haha!

虽然我们在一起不久
但我有时还是会想起你
不管是白天，黑夜，早上，下午还是晚上
我的心不曾离开
我还在等待奇迹的出现
我期待放学时，会看到你
在人群中，找寻你的背影
我真的知道，你的心早已离开
我知道你早已有了另一个她
但我还是会听到一些歌，会独自流泪
听到有人提起你的名字
心情会低落一下
想打给你，听你的声音
却不敢打
我多想告诉你
我爱你,DXX
可是又能怎样?





TO BE CONTINUED........
the story i will end here and wish u all enjoy reading
i lazy to decorate the word ,HEHE
SIMPL IS THE BEST xD right?

long time din write jor
dunknow what to write
my life
SAME,DUN HAVE ANYTHING SPECIAL
WHAT A BORING LIFE I HAVE ><

love story
i wish i have make a right decision
he will have a new life and me too
have a better life and also a better lover
i know u can make it
i know we are past tense
so i will move forward
and u too

the end~

finallyu 4get all the things
u find dao yr love
so wish u can faster kao dao her
and have a true love
and live happily
and have a happy ending xDD

THE End OF The YEAR

不知不觉

到年尾了

这一年

很开心认识那一班朋友

能认识到他们

是我的福气

跟他们总是快乐的时光

他们给我的回忆

我一定不会遗忘

和同学们也相处到很愉快

感情

只能说一塌糊涂

就像本人一样

以为他真的是好男人

却不是

星座的东西更加不能信

如果我和她最配

为什么还是一样

还有一个人

虽然它不是我的谁

但他却是我心里深处里最重要的人

学业

更加不用说

还好而已

好不想考spm

真想玩再一年

这一年

有快乐

有悲伤

有遗憾

最重要我更加错过了很多东西

我一定会好好学会珍惜这两个字

圣诞节过了

所以现在应该说是新年快乐了

好久没见了

好久没写了....

最近忙考试

累死了



感情也变得一塌糊涂

就连谎言和真心话

我也不会分了

我好像是你们的第三者哦

所以我选泽退出这复杂的关系



有个人

一直守护我的身边

但我却伤害着他

真的对不起他




我的宝贝有男朋友

好羡慕她也祝福她

希望她不会忽略我们

不会重色亲友吧....呵呵 =p

前几天是佩珊生日

也帮她庆祝了

看到她开心就可以了

祝她''生日快乐''咯 =D




假期我可能去找工作

用这些时间来打发

也不想自己酱烦，胡思乱想了

希望我找到咯 ^^

以后的日子

this few month
always go out with fren
hate stay at home
damn boring
and have fun with my frens
happy

i

realize

that

my

smile

come

back

lerh

i want to buy a new bag

and my mum say can
oh yeah!!!
damn good haha XD
this wish finally come true ^^

this time exam
my result not so good
i dunwan like that anymore
我不可以输
输不起
so i need to study from now
hardworking girl
not like my style
not like my life
but anywhere
i wanne use my result
to let my mum say yes at everything
and my dream come true =)

其实我并没有你想象中的坚强
偶尔还是会想起你
偶尔我的目光会停留在你身上
偶尔我的思想会在回忆里
偶尔那种感觉会回来
但全都都只是偶尔而已
但我更清楚知道你身边
已有另一她
我也不会再你
身上希望会什么奇迹
只希望你好好对她
每个人身边一定会有很多过客
我只是其中一个
事情都过去了
我不会再恨你
因为真得很累
但如果你想和我做回朋友
我可以
但我不懂朋友的角色
我可不可以应付过来
毕竟深爱过，伤害过
我也不知放下你没有
对你的感觉
我也不清楚
但我很肯定再也不是那种感觉了
因为我明白
市区里就是失去了
有些不属于你的东西
就是不属于的你的
就像你一样 ^^

my

life

without

you

also

so

interesting

beautiful

prefect

wonderfull