PMR新鲜出炉的那一天

成绩
我无言...
我无话可说...
我很失望，读中华的学生竟然拿不到A
我很惊讶，我不会做的国语竟然拿B
我也很开心，我不会的kh拿了B,已很满意了，熬夜果然没白费...
我也很失败，考到了酱烂的成绩....
但已变成了事实，不能改变的事实....
我还能做什么叻!?
只能在spm做最后的努力了...（但不知我的意志力够强没有叻，听着先吧！）
i promise myself
at spm i will try my best
and wont give up
and i will also warn myself　do the best
i not that kind
i got brain i not stupid,ok
i wan 'zheng ming' myself i also can do it

i hope all is dream
all is not true d
but i also know this not
but i cant accept
accept that in front me d result
really cant accept
i know i cry also no use
but cry will feel better
this is true=(
TRUE
NOT　ＤＲＥＡＭ
ＰＬＥＡＳＥ　ＴＥＬＬ　ＭＥ
ＴＥＬＬ　ＭＥ　ＴＨＩＳ　ＩＳ　ＪＵＳＴ　ＫＩＤＤＩＮＧ

Room
Laying on the bed whole day
look the stars
like it smile to me
telling me you are not alone
all just a dream
looking the time
一秒一秒地过去
仿佛告诉我你的死期已到了
The time wont stop
just will continue
wont fall back
and what should i do?
waiting the death coming...

一个人，终会胡思乱想
情绪很乱，很复杂
就只想一个人静静
静静想，静静哭

不想被任何东西打扰
想找个人诉苦，想找个人谈天
想找个人安慰我
却发现电话里找不到酱的朋友
一个人，终觉得很孤单，寂寞
那种滋味不好受
他
已忘了我
只能说寂寞好了．．．
feel alone
feel that the world is not fair
actually already fair
but i didn't realized

家人
奶奶和爸爸最好，
说有２个Ａ已很好了．．．
奶奶最疼我们的
爸爸也很好的
而妈妈只能说她很严
突然很想念我远方的表姐．．．
I miss you joyee
MISS xD

尽管　
心醉了
心碎了
心累了
心麻了
那份爱
永远在心中
你忙，我会体谅
你错了，我原谅
你伤心，我安慰
你开心，我开心
那我呢？
我的心谁来安慰？
now ?
love?
after fem month?
still love ma?