My 16 birthday

my 16 years old birthday
having exam
sad =)
happy cause receive
his give d birthday present
i will keep it nicely and carefully
and many people say happy birthday to me
he say d birthday song
is the most好听 d birthday song for me
thanks lao gong XD

afternoon go eat sushi
with my cousin
they陪 me and help me celebrate
i wan say thanks you to them
but i also feel sad
cause 25 that day cant come with me
cant celebrate with me

i also thanks
wen they remember my birthday
and say happy birthday
hazel i also wan thanks you
at 12 send a birthday mesaage to me
thanks u still remember me

26 march
my friends help me celebrate on this day
although is late
but i still feel happy about it
got little bit sad he cant come with me
we go neway sing karaoke

a surprise
big surprise
he got come and appears in front of me
and the cake too
all sadness have become happiness
and i drink 酒
but little bit onli o
and my face become like apple
so red
haha XD
i think that time my face sure very funny d

at there we also got take some photo
i also got take photo with lao gong o
finally we have some photo
haha XD
after finish we go yam cha
the cup was very big
and we enjoy it
behind us is chlidren
they jump up and down
non-stop haha funny XD

this year i very happy

got friends and he 陪我度过生日

thanks you o XD

我的生日愿望
is wish i can together with lao gong
forever o
i love you XD
thanks muacksss

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to carmen
happy birthday to me
HAPPY　BIRTHDAY!!!!!

the days that i have spend

Today my phone has lost le...
at taxi...
sad=(
why is me?
why i din listen?
why i so stupid?
and i cant cry in front of him
i dunwan let him see my tears
i dunwan let him see i "chui luo d yi mian'

at home
no mood anymore
everything has gone
my tears didn't stop
wan stop crying
but i really long time din cry
let me crying loudly this time
with crazy
without say stop
just let it go
without any control
maybe all will feel better after crying

exam is coming
i haven't ready yet
haven't start study

but i know i can do it
because i must get 3 A is this exam
then maybe i can get a new phone
so gambateh !!!
hope i can!!!!

this week
many teacher didn't come to class
so i and my friends ponteng
talk and laugh
and sharing happy things
funny things
to each other
now i at class
not alone anymore
i happy that i am in 4e2
and can know all those friends
thanks god let me know u all
we got the same thing
is....
free
freedom
haha XD

wen,hui.qi,xuan,man
i miss u all
missing that together with you all
d days
and memories that we have created
i wont forget hostel and school life
they are so precious
memories that belongs 6 of us
call '13 memories'
sweet and wonderful memories in my life

thanks lao gong
thanks you still beside me
thanks you u were here
really thanks
muacksss

hopeless
tired
sadness
useless
make me hard to breath

happiness
make me smile to face it

Love you XD
smile everyday

think it and do it XD

2010

2010 来了，到了
新的一年，新的开始
一切都有零开始
希望今年我会过得快乐
新年快乐 xD

我的喜怒哀乐
都只有跟自己分享
我的悲哀
只有眼泪才明白
我的快乐
只有笑容才明白
我的一切
也只有自己明白

失望，失望
失望走了酱久
却空手而回
伤心
没有一个合我的心意
是我的固执吗？
我的固执让我心情变低落吗？
还是我很挑剔?

对咯！
我长酱大了！
哪里需要担心？
是我想太多吗？
你还在乎我吗？
你的心我在留不住了
你总有一天会离开我的
我会明白的
有时，真得很羡慕我表姐找到一个
很爱恨爱她的男朋友
真的替她感到开心
祝她幸福
祝他们永远在一起

will you care me?
will you worry me when i alone ma?
you still remember ma?
all our memories?

够了！！！！

够了！一切都够了！
我不想再听到了！
我不想再提起这件事了...
那件事我永远都不想提起了 ...
也不想再想起...
每一句话，每一个句子...
都那么的伤人...
但偏偏你们却一直在讲...
你们到底有没有顾我的感受？
那天是我人生中最讨厌的日子...

一个人的圣诞节
很寂寞，很空虚
现在才发现我一直都是一个人
我会不会发现的太迟
今年的圣诞节
是我最不想过
最讨厌的圣诞节
即使我不想过
但我还是会对我的朋友们，家人说声
Merry Christmas xD

你说的，我还记得的
以为你会陪我过
但我错了
是我太天真了吧
心里有个谜
想问你却问不出
记得你说的惊喜吗？
我很想知道那个惊喜是什么？
remember i tell you the
Christmas tree
i also say hope got Christmas present
but now i only know
i just wan you
you only =p

PMR新鲜出炉的那一天

成绩
我无言...
我无话可说...
我很失望，读中华的学生竟然拿不到A
我很惊讶，我不会做的国语竟然拿B
我也很开心，我不会的kh拿了B,已很满意了，熬夜果然没白费...
我也很失败，考到了酱烂的成绩....
但已变成了事实，不能改变的事实....
我还能做什么叻!?
只能在spm做最后的努力了...（但不知我的意志力够强没有叻，听着先吧！）
i promise myself
at spm i will try my best
and wont give up
and i will also warn myself　do the best
i not that kind
i got brain i not stupid,ok
i wan 'zheng ming' myself i also can do it

i hope all is dream
all is not true d
but i also know this not
but i cant accept
accept that in front me d result
really cant accept
i know i cry also no use
but cry will feel better
this is true=(
TRUE
NOT　ＤＲＥＡＭ
ＰＬＥＡＳＥ　ＴＥＬＬ　ＭＥ
ＴＥＬＬ　ＭＥ　ＴＨＩＳ　ＩＳ　ＪＵＳＴ　ＫＩＤＤＩＮＧ

Room
Laying on the bed whole day
look the stars
like it smile to me
telling me you are not alone
all just a dream
looking the time
一秒一秒地过去
仿佛告诉我你的死期已到了
The time wont stop
just will continue
wont fall back
and what should i do?
waiting the death coming...

一个人，终会胡思乱想
情绪很乱，很复杂
就只想一个人静静
静静想，静静哭

不想被任何东西打扰
想找个人诉苦，想找个人谈天
想找个人安慰我
却发现电话里找不到酱的朋友
一个人，终觉得很孤单，寂寞
那种滋味不好受
他
已忘了我
只能说寂寞好了．．．
feel alone
feel that the world is not fair
actually already fair
but i didn't realized

家人
奶奶和爸爸最好，
说有２个Ａ已很好了．．．
奶奶最疼我们的
爸爸也很好的
而妈妈只能说她很严
突然很想念我远方的表姐．．．
I miss you joyee
MISS xD

尽管　
心醉了
心碎了
心累了
心麻了
那份爱
永远在心中
你忙，我会体谅
你错了，我原谅
你伤心，我安慰
你开心，我开心
那我呢？
我的心谁来安慰？
now ?
love?
after fem month?
still love ma?

genting trip

本来想一回来就写的
但因为没有华语
而我的英文又不好
只好等到有华语就写咯
hehe 对不起哦
让大家久等了 paise o
好了....

故事开始咯...

我们是上个星期日去的
但我们有做工
所以只好等到放工后去咯
我们大约4点多去，大约6点到呱！
我们先check in，我们这次住的酒店是genting resort..(不好的，highlands hotel更好，更大，更舒,因为迟book so highlands hotel no room for us already o t.t)
过后我妹妹就说肚子饿就去吃kfc
好贵哦但也很好吃啦!
过后就去玩，打机...我们花了好多钱哦（好心痛哦）
大约10点多就回去冲凉，睡觉
应该是很累大概12 就睡了（比平时好很多了）而且明天要早起
第二天，我们八点就去玩了。当然在玩之前吃了东西先啦
为了省钱就吃杯面咯（可怜哦）
八点多就出发咯！幸好还早，不用排酱久...(好幸运哦）
这次的我，打算放开，什么都玩，包括我还没完的rollercoaster(怕怕）
我也会玩海盗船，很好玩，一开始不怕的,但后来越看下面就越怕
还有后面那些人一直喊,喊到我的心也痒痒了...
最刺激的就是roller coaster 啦！！！
我一边排队一边在抖（很怕叻）
终于到我们了，虽然很害怕但还是又有点兴奋的...
哇！2次360。。吓死我！！！我一点都不敢开眼睛叻（虽然有开一点点啦）但很刺激（无可否认我玩到很开心啦！）
它停了后，我的心才安心下来...而妈妈却笑个不停...(都不懂在下什么？我怕路人都以为她是神经病的，哈哈！！！我也为我自己感到骄傲，因为我终于克服了，以后的我再也不怕坐了)
过后的游戏都要派长龙，因为假期很多人，所以需要耐性（到我没有叻），派到有点生气...
哪里还有摆着一档档的...(不懂叫什么）总之是买东西的，也有玩的（要用钱来换token的）
我们看到有个人用了80来玩，奇迹是他赢得了6个bear bear...（厉害哦）
我们也是试下玩，试下我们的运气，果然我妈丢中了....赢得了bear bear...(相信那天是我们的lucky day,真幸运）最开心的是，那个bear bear 很大只...白白的..毛软软的...抱起来很舒服...（可以当枕头）
我无意中看到情侣锁匙圈，看到他们又想起他，心情自然也down了...
我曾说过来玩就要晚到开心，不能想起伤心的事，我又失败了..我做不到...(我很没用）
但很快的，收拾了心情又继续的玩...
玩到吃午餐的时间，就去吃MCD..吃到很饱哦！！
休息一下后，又继续玩，继续的开心咯...
我妈说我弟弟还没看过恐龙就去看咯...
我很不想去叻（闷到死）又要排很长龙...
最后我们差不多排了半个小时才到我们，最好笑的事就是我弟弟吓到哭了（哈哈）
之后我们就去玩sungai jerang（也是我们最后一个游戏）
也是排了很久才到我们...我们已商量好..我妹和我爸，而我和我妈...)
而我就坐前面，我妈就坐后面...我们也做好准备(穿jacket haha)
第一次下去的时候，因为我又低下头，所以没弄湿很多...我妈也是（我帮她当了嘛）
我觉得没什么刺激就决定第二次不要盖头也不要低下头...
果然整个湿透了...哈哈...但很爽哦...
但我妹他和我爸没弄湿...而且他们的水花很美哦...(应该是他们俩个都酱瘦，而我们...当然是相反啦....t.t 所以...不用解释也懂呱...)
最好笑的是竟然有人穿雨衣来玩，有人带雨伞（好过不要玩）
真的有点炸倒...
玩完后都已傍晚了...就去找我的爷爷和奶奶...
他们也有去因为他们要上赌场玩...（输光了就陪我们玩，哈哈）
玩累了，就回家咯...下山的时候已7点多了...
本来打算要在半山吃东西的，因为大家都肚子饿了...
但考虑到那里的东西很贵，所以最后决定就是忍一下，回到家附近吃咯（桂林,很好吃的餐厅，也是我的最爱）
一路上，我睡不着，所以就只好看风景...晚上genting真得很美...吉隆坡这个城市的夜景也很美...
我还看到屋子着火哦（火灾叻），那时还有下毛毛雨哦...（难得一见的）
大概9点就到了，我们终于可以吃了，我们很饿，所以快快叫东西吃，我也因为饿自己吃一碗饭（很肥哦，但不管了，先治好我的肚子先，哈哈）
这次的genting旅程很开心，也拍了很多照片....很满足...
那晚很累,所以很快就入睡了...
快乐终是那么的短暂...
我的故事也就酱结束了...

完毕
the end

Aiyo u understand ma

holiday lor!!!!
so happy but also sad because cant see him...
holiday all go work....
wan find a people sms...also hard..
wan find him but he is busy....
dunknow when he only finish his work...
freinds....
u all got miss me ma?
i got o^^
next week go genting lor...
until now still dunknow go genting for what?
play ma?but got many game so scary haha
eat? there d thing so expensive...
or there very cold?
maybe is i like there because there very cold
cold until warm
warm until cold
In this holiday...
i so happy that i know how to cook
and can wake up early...
every night waiting him but i waiting dao is i very tired
i xin tong because he tired
everyday need wake up early
i sad because he cant pei me
i angry me
i hate myself because i din ti liang him
and still guai him
i so useless
i not a good girlfriend
sorry=(
13
i hope u all can go genting
but i also know u all cant
now just hope cai wen can go
Holiday
boring !!sienz!!!!wu liao ar!!!!!
Sadness Please GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!
Happy PLEASE COME TO ME LA!!!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO?

love you xD
like you^^
miss you><
baobei=)