你不爱我了吗?

你还爱我吗？
这是我最想问你的问题
最近
我更想问你了
你到底怎么了？
为何对我酱冷？
我又做错什么吗？
伤了你的心吗？
还是你太累了?
还是我们太久了
感情冷谈了
你没酱爱我了？
你越来越忙了
但我也会体谅你
我真的爱你
真得很爱你
可以不要这样吗？
我也很难过
你这样我该怎样？
我该怎样？
我不懂...我真的不懂....
对不起....我爱你
还有我想对你说
你很值得我去爱...
也是我最爱的人
最重要的人

我....不是我自己

父母吵架了
我很怕
这次好像很严重
我这个大女儿
该怎么样？
我不想看到酱的情形
我想他们和好
看到他们酱
我很心痛
我觉得很没用
什么都帮不上忙
我后悔了
如果我对弟弟好点
这样的情形应该不会出现吧！
但一切都太迟
想起以前我们的家很热闹
很温暖
但一切都变了
我想念会开玩笑的爸爸
我想念我妈的笑声，笑容
我要回以前的家!!

躲在房间的角落
任性地让眼泪流下来
让我用眼泪发泄出来吧!
痛快地哭吧!
我真的崩溃了
脱下伪装的面具
发现我的快乐离我而去了
我并不是那么的坚强
我好累哦...
我该怎样？
我不懂...我真得不懂

他输了排球比赛

看到他那样子
我很心痛，
他不快乐，我如何快乐呢？

我对不起他
他伤心时我不能陪在他身边
我不懂该说什么
我真没用
不配做你的女朋友
什么都帮不上忙
我想在这里对他说
别伤心，别灰心
下次再加油就可以了
我希望你开开心心
我一定会支持的你
muacksss XD

我嘴巴里生了牙泡
很痛，不想说话
想一个人静静的
自闭,好吗？

My 16 birthday

my 16 years old birthday
having exam
sad =)
happy cause receive
his give d birthday present
i will keep it nicely and carefully
and many people say happy birthday to me
he say d birthday song
is the most好听 d birthday song for me
thanks lao gong XD

afternoon go eat sushi
with my cousin
they陪 me and help me celebrate
i wan say thanks you to them
but i also feel sad
cause 25 that day cant come with me
cant celebrate with me

i also thanks
wen they remember my birthday
and say happy birthday
hazel i also wan thanks you
at 12 send a birthday mesaage to me
thanks u still remember me

26 march
my friends help me celebrate on this day
although is late
but i still feel happy about it
got little bit sad he cant come with me
we go neway sing karaoke

a surprise
big surprise
he got come and appears in front of me
and the cake too
all sadness have become happiness
and i drink 酒
but little bit onli o
and my face become like apple
so red
haha XD
i think that time my face sure very funny d

at there we also got take some photo
i also got take photo with lao gong o
finally we have some photo
haha XD
after finish we go yam cha
the cup was very big
and we enjoy it
behind us is chlidren
they jump up and down
non-stop haha funny XD

this year i very happy

got friends and he 陪我度过生日

thanks you o XD

我的生日愿望
is wish i can together with lao gong
forever o
i love you XD
thanks muacksss

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to carmen
happy birthday to me
HAPPY　BIRTHDAY!!!!!

the days that i have spend

Today my phone has lost le...
at taxi...
sad=(
why is me?
why i din listen?
why i so stupid?
and i cant cry in front of him
i dunwan let him see my tears
i dunwan let him see i "chui luo d yi mian'

at home
no mood anymore
everything has gone
my tears didn't stop
wan stop crying
but i really long time din cry
let me crying loudly this time
with crazy
without say stop
just let it go
without any control
maybe all will feel better after crying

exam is coming
i haven't ready yet
haven't start study

but i know i can do it
because i must get 3 A is this exam
then maybe i can get a new phone
so gambateh !!!
hope i can!!!!

this week
many teacher didn't come to class
so i and my friends ponteng
talk and laugh
and sharing happy things
funny things
to each other
now i at class
not alone anymore
i happy that i am in 4e2
and can know all those friends
thanks god let me know u all
we got the same thing
is....
free
freedom
haha XD

wen,hui.qi,xuan,man
i miss u all
missing that together with you all
d days
and memories that we have created
i wont forget hostel and school life
they are so precious
memories that belongs 6 of us
call '13 memories'
sweet and wonderful memories in my life

thanks lao gong
thanks you still beside me
thanks you u were here
really thanks
muacksss

hopeless
tired
sadness
useless
make me hard to breath

happiness
make me smile to face it

Love you XD
smile everyday

think it and do it XD

2010

2010 来了，到了
新的一年，新的开始
一切都有零开始
希望今年我会过得快乐
新年快乐 xD

我的喜怒哀乐
都只有跟自己分享
我的悲哀
只有眼泪才明白
我的快乐
只有笑容才明白
我的一切
也只有自己明白

失望，失望
失望走了酱久
却空手而回
伤心
没有一个合我的心意
是我的固执吗？
我的固执让我心情变低落吗？
还是我很挑剔?

对咯！
我长酱大了！
哪里需要担心？
是我想太多吗？
你还在乎我吗？
你的心我在留不住了
你总有一天会离开我的
我会明白的
有时，真得很羡慕我表姐找到一个
很爱恨爱她的男朋友
真的替她感到开心
祝她幸福
祝他们永远在一起

will you care me?
will you worry me when i alone ma?
you still remember ma?
all our memories?

够了！！！！

够了！一切都够了！
我不想再听到了！
我不想再提起这件事了...
那件事我永远都不想提起了 ...
也不想再想起...
每一句话，每一个句子...
都那么的伤人...
但偏偏你们却一直在讲...
你们到底有没有顾我的感受？
那天是我人生中最讨厌的日子...

一个人的圣诞节
很寂寞，很空虚
现在才发现我一直都是一个人
我会不会发现的太迟
今年的圣诞节
是我最不想过
最讨厌的圣诞节
即使我不想过
但我还是会对我的朋友们，家人说声
Merry Christmas xD

你说的，我还记得的
以为你会陪我过
但我错了
是我太天真了吧
心里有个谜
想问你却问不出
记得你说的惊喜吗？
我很想知道那个惊喜是什么？
remember i tell you the
Christmas tree
i also say hope got Christmas present
but now i only know
i just wan you
you only =p

PMR新鲜出炉的那一天

成绩
我无言...
我无话可说...
我很失望，读中华的学生竟然拿不到A
我很惊讶，我不会做的国语竟然拿B
我也很开心，我不会的kh拿了B,已很满意了，熬夜果然没白费...
我也很失败，考到了酱烂的成绩....
但已变成了事实，不能改变的事实....
我还能做什么叻!?
只能在spm做最后的努力了...（但不知我的意志力够强没有叻，听着先吧！）
i promise myself
at spm i will try my best
and wont give up
and i will also warn myself　do the best
i not that kind
i got brain i not stupid,ok
i wan 'zheng ming' myself i also can do it

i hope all is dream
all is not true d
but i also know this not
but i cant accept
accept that in front me d result
really cant accept
i know i cry also no use
but cry will feel better
this is true=(
TRUE
NOT　ＤＲＥＡＭ
ＰＬＥＡＳＥ　ＴＥＬＬ　ＭＥ
ＴＥＬＬ　ＭＥ　ＴＨＩＳ　ＩＳ　ＪＵＳＴ　ＫＩＤＤＩＮＧ

Room
Laying on the bed whole day
look the stars
like it smile to me
telling me you are not alone
all just a dream
looking the time
一秒一秒地过去
仿佛告诉我你的死期已到了
The time wont stop
just will continue
wont fall back
and what should i do?
waiting the death coming...

一个人，终会胡思乱想
情绪很乱，很复杂
就只想一个人静静
静静想，静静哭

不想被任何东西打扰
想找个人诉苦，想找个人谈天
想找个人安慰我
却发现电话里找不到酱的朋友
一个人，终觉得很孤单，寂寞
那种滋味不好受
他
已忘了我
只能说寂寞好了．．．
feel alone
feel that the world is not fair
actually already fair
but i didn't realized

家人
奶奶和爸爸最好，
说有２个Ａ已很好了．．．
奶奶最疼我们的
爸爸也很好的
而妈妈只能说她很严
突然很想念我远方的表姐．．．
I miss you joyee
MISS xD

尽管　
心醉了
心碎了
心累了
心麻了
那份爱
永远在心中
你忙，我会体谅
你错了，我原谅
你伤心，我安慰
你开心，我开心
那我呢？
我的心谁来安慰？
now ?
love?
after fem month?
still love ma?